HELLO! Long time no update, no? ^^ Aww Edgir just snuggled closer to me! Oh yeah! Y'all wanna know WHY I'm so excited, don'cha?
Well in December, I'll be driving to Massachusetts to see Tiffany for a whole week! WOOT! AND! Edgir Allan and Zimmersan are coming with me! I am going to take pretty much ALL of my stuff with me. Just because I don't trust leaving it here at my house.

Also, XD I think it's so funny when I can intimidate another person. It is called intimidation when another manager is going to quit because you are doing your job correctly, isn't it? lol I had my first manager meeting at the store I've been at for the past month. This manager was being more or less friendly to my face while telling everyone else that she doesn't like me. Even at the manager meeting, she said she didn't like me. She said because she can'twork with me that she is going to find another job and quit Wendy's. The past couple o checks have been nice. With 30 hours of over time I bring home a little over 900 dollars(That's for two weeks, though..)! ^.^

Blood + is a pretty cool series so far. The animation reminds me of an artist on deviantART. And the credits of another.

I'm tired and I have to leave for work in about 6.5 hours. I should prolly go ta sleep now. Good night all!

SOOOO many wonderful things have happened since my last journal entry. I've been so busy with everything, that I haven't had the chance to breathe, much less update meh journal.

Let's start off with the not-so-good stuff, shall we? My Mom has been in the hospital for a month now due to her really bad migraines which were causing stroke-like symptoms. She just got transported toa rehab section of another hospital Sunday. It's further away and opposite the way I am working.. I spent the night with her a couple of times while she was at the hospital in our city, but this hospital will only let me do that if it's a constant thing and only if they see it as theropy, like they did when I stayed with my grandfather in his room for a littlw over a week. She has gotten better,but they stillaren't sure what's wrong with her. I visited her today with Steven. ^^ Lotsa huggles, yay!

Okay! Next topic, cause I can't get stuck on one topic for too long this time. (lol. LAUGH! That was funny!) I tookmy ServSafe exam for Management. I scored a 92%, too bad I didn't score 100%, so that I could say HA! to my managers. Ah well, whadya expect when you finish a 90 question test in 15-20 minutes. They take away 10 random questions from the exam, but I don't know which questions they took out, and I don't know how many number wise that I missed total. Not yet anyways. With this certificate, I can now start my management training! I just have to waitfor my management book from Wendy's. Also, I am having to work at a different store in Kissimmee, known only as Black Lake. I get 3 days off AND 40 hours! Woot! x_X I work at my store 2 days and at Black Lake 2 days. I have to train other crew at that store. Other people from my district are having to do the same thing though, so! I will do my best!

I have another baby. Her name is Zimmersan, or Zim for short. So now I have Zim and Gir (Grr). ^^ She has thumbs and mostly lives at Steven's for now. I have visitation til Friday though, so needless to say, I am happy. She sucks on people's necks and my chin.. She really gets along with Edgir. Which also makes me happy. It's so funny comparing their sizes. When I first brought Zim home, Edgir got really jealous. He kept hissing and poking at her. And then I came home from work to hear about him bathing her. ^^ So adorable they are. The other night, Zim slept on my collar bone (Just like Edgir did when he was this young) and Edgir slept on my legs. I luff my babies! And yes, I shall be the crazy cat lady when I get older. lol I can't wait! 8) Zim is doing a lot better in car rides now. When we went to Petco(the three of us) and PetSuperMarket, everyone thought it was unheard of for a cat to be on a leash(and neat) and that Edgir was Zim's mommy. Euh... No! Edgir is a neutered male, however, since he still has his little nut thingy, he is obviously a boy! Another thing, although they are both cats, they share little similar traits or characteristics, aside the normal cat stuff. Still trying to litter train Zim, Edgir isn't as helpful with that as Saio was with him.. -.- She pooped in my car!(she=Zim) She follows me all around the house and is really playful. Okay, I need to stop before I get carried away.

My social life still sucks, and because of various stressers, Steve and I are on a break. We both need some time to grow independently. I yearn for my own independence. He still calls me everyday. 9.9; Whenever I try to call my friends, they aren't there.. Having to focus so much on this promotion deal, is really grating my nerves, especially when my manager holds it over my head.. There are some issues still lingering, but I have high hopes that they will be resolved. I'm trying SO hard to be more mature and professional, but it's not something that comes naturally to me. I want to like my job, and I want to help others like their job. Ah well, all in due time I guess.

I opened a checking account. 0.0 I gots checks and a debit card. Woot! Next up! Direct deposit, wee! I have a whole $41.09 in my account. I'm so excited! I'm building credit! I do so love legos. Allrightly then, I need to go to bed, since I have a day off today, I want to enjoy at least half of it with Koji. ^^ Good Morning! Good Afternoon! And Good Night!

If you're my friend, PLEASE give me an update on yourself, via comment to this journal! Thankies! I luff y'alls!

I have my Management interviews... TOMORROW!! I have to get up early in the morning, like 5:30am so I know that I'm awake and go to the right place on time. Both of my interviews will be back to back and I have No idea what a Wendy's interview is like to begin with.. >< Hopefully, it'll be similar to my Bob Evan's interview. Then, I should have no problems.

I've had a lot of stuff and yet nothing going on lately. Just stuff that is getting to me that shouldn't be getting to me. And I hurt my hand at work.. so I haven't been able to draw.. at least not with my right hand. My left hand still sucks though, so... yeah, they won't be appearing on devART. My Graduation is on Thursday. Tomorrow, I have the interviews for my promotion, my doctor's appointment for theropy for my thumb, and then work from six o'clock till two in the morning.

I got to actually spend some time with one of my friend's earlier today. Edgrr was with me! ^^ He was the only person I was able to talk to or even get a hold of. Between talking we played billiards and such. ^^ That was fun, we both suck by the way. =3

I noticed something.. my 'friends' don't typically talk to me or listen to me when it's needed.. There's only one that trys to contact me when that one has a problem or something and they need to talk to someone about it. I feel so useless, because I do have friends, I really do. I generally get along with random people. I can live without music, and probably tv, too. I would love not to have my cell phone, but I need that for my job.. lol Even right now.. this journal will get one view.. tops. No comment. No nothing. I'm not trying to be whiney. I've been feeling depressed and yesterday and this morning, I cried a total of 4 times, once to myself and 3 other different people at different times. People who actually know me from day to day basis'.. know that I don't normally cry like that. It's amazing how much just talking about something helps. Most of the time, when I talk or write about something, it's like.. I dunno, it just flies out of my mind. After my National Serv Safe Test, I will be drawing every chance I get and anything and everything I draw or sketch will be on devART. So I guess at least 2 of y'all might be interested to know that. I'm being whiney now, so ha! I miss so many of my departed and lost loved ones.. <3 <3 <3 I am making a list for dedications to my loved ones, look for the one I dedicate to you.

-People who take things that don't belong to them.
+If it's not yours, don't freaking take it! That's a really hard concept for a lot of people to understand.
-People who borrow things without the owner's permission.
+Hello? That's the same as temporarily stealing! It's just as not cool as the above peeve... Is it so hard to ask the owner, and accept it if they say no? Especially if it is something you do not need to survive.(in example: food, water, shelter, etc..)
-People who think just because they asked once, it means that the answer will always be the same.
+Let me put it this way.. 'Hey can I borrow your laptop today?'
"Sure, I don't mind if you use my laptop for checking your email"
..next day.. It is NOT okay to borrow the laptop without asking again!
-People who look at porn on another person's computer.
+WTF!? Why would anyone do something like that? You can do that crap on your own computer ALL you want, but keep it off of others computers. You can live without looking at that stuff. Get a girlfriend or boyfriend depending on your sexual attraction to others.. If not, then live with your own freaking imagination!
-People who after getting found out about above (porn) get angry at the owner of the computer.
+The only person that should be angry in this sort of situation is the owner of the computer! If you're going to be looking at that crap, then at least erase your history of doing so in the web browser and on the winamp player! If you wanted to fry your computer, that's your business, but don't bring down the other computers with it!
-People who lie to their 'friends'
+Tell the freaking truth! No sugar coating or sweet talking. Be honest, but not an ass hole. Don't talk badly about others unless you're perpared for them to hear you and retaliate back. Don't badmouth someone else to make yourself seem better! It just makes you look like scum to the good friends you actually would want to keep.
-People who neglect their 'loved ones'
+In no way, shape, or form should the world neglect and love fit together in a sentence, EVER! If you love them, tell them so every now and then, show it every once in a while, give them a hug or word of encouragement when they need it. Don't put everything else before them. I piss my ownself off with this one, since I am guilty of doing this to more than one of my loved ones. I hate myself for it and I am changing it, I think.
-People who guilt trip others just to get their own way
+What's up with that? Why should anyone make another feel like crap for, huh? That's not cool.. Just because someone doesn't want to do or say something, doesn't mean they don't love you and you shouldn't make them think you feel that way when really, you don't.. Manipulation is not a way to make or keep good friends or other loved ones.
-People who think they're better than other people
+No person is better than another person, deep down, everyone is the smae, and everyone has all of the same basic needs, living just complicates their minds making them think they need extra things that they do not.


There's a lot more, but I guess, by now, everyone's like: ... o_O euh... right... No, this isn't drama really.

Well anywho, I guess I can explain this little rant if anyone asks about it. You can just ask about one and I'll post it as a reply, since believe it or not, I don't feel like typing more right now. OMG! A semi-short journal entry! lol Bye!

lol Sorry everyone who cares that I haven't updated! lol Also, Tiffy lol I have had a B-day present for you since 3 months ago, I just keep forgetting to send it to ya! x.X;; Gomen nesai! lol Anywho! I will send it in about two weeks.

Making car payments really takes a toll on my checks there, yeap. ... Plus last time, I helped out someone else, eep. I had a 700 dollar check, OMG! lol Of course that's only because I had 20 hours of overtime for working at another store in Orlando. -.- At first I liked it, then they showed their true speak only Spanish to the white girl who doesn't speak Spanish lazy attitudal no help the white girl who doesn't speak Spanish sides. >.o lol

Prom is coming up soon and I still have a few more things to add to my gown/dress. Until I add on the final touches, I'm gonna call it a dress.. It's royal purple and the theme surrounding it is butterflies. o.O I noticed I keep using that theme for my sewing, lol. I will post pictures of the gown and accessories, as well as me wearing the finished peice as soon as I feel like it and can. Prolly after Prom. Eep! 7 days away!

Uh-mmmm.... I love my car! I took it to a do-it-yourself carwash with Steven and Chris last week and since then have put the cover over it while I'm at home and it has stayed all purty and shiny.

I took my GED test this week! And Steven took his, too. I'm confident that I at least passed most of it. I dun know about the essay part though... I am horrible at writing essays.. and I know on the science part, I answered one of them wrong due to stupid brain farts... >< It was sooooo easy and obvious too! Other than the essay and a select few problems it was all 7th grade or below knowledge being tested, so..yeah, I think/hope I passed. AND If I did pass and I get my test results back soon enough, I may be able to participate in the Graduation this May! WOOT! That would be so cool. If I don't get them before then or I didn't pass a section of it then I will have to wait until next May to go to the Graduation ceremony. Either way, after I know I passed it, I am sure/hopeful that my management training will begin.

On a working note.. Guadalupe, my friend(Mexican) at work who was teaching me Spanish left!! She went to North Carolina and she will be there for 3 months!! And then, after that, she's going to Mexico for 3 MORE months!! ... Her mom is sick, I hope she gets better. But that's not the part that really upsets me. Guadalupe said she would call me yesterday/Saturday to tell me she was leaving soon so that I could come to her house and say good-bye. But she didn't call OR pick up her phone.. I left a message on her phone last night, so I don't know if she understood it all yet or not. I hope she calls back. >< She'll be back in Florida in Nov or Dec she said. And then I'll have my Lupe back! And then Maria Carmen said she was going to bring Tamalies(I KNOW I mispelled that..) last Sunday.. And *gasp!* She didn't! And then Janet started saying Yo querro un bebe.. And I told her: No you don't! You're only 19, same as me! She said she didn't care and kept saying it! AH! And then Juan punched my bicep, so I pinched his tricep and left a bruise, o.O; Sorry Juan.. Btw... All of the above names are that of the Mexican peoples that I work with and each of them speak very little to no English. Janet told me she took 1 year of Spanish in school and Juan wants to go to school to learn English because he said that he needs to speak more English and he wants me to help him study. And Maria [Carmen] is willing to learn and Janet and her both ask me Comme se [whatever] in English.. lol Wee! And the managers always ask me to tell them(Janet, Juan, Maria, Lupe) what they are wanting them to do. And with my awesomely aquired Spanglish language skills, I do so. ^^ They have learned a lot of English from Wendy's since they started. Wow, this was a long paragraph, huh? Anyways, I'm going to miss Lupe. Te extra~no Guadalupe! :sniffles: WHY!?

Edgrr so cute! He still loves car rides and on my Birthday, we all went to the park. We all being my Dad, my sister Brittany and McKinzey, my brother Martin, Steven, and my friends Crystal and Michael. It's my favorite park to go to and I took Edgrr with me! He was on his leash and harness and he followed us everywhere through the trails and up the dunes and through the tree trunks. We had fun climbing the trees too. lol It was SO much fun and I'm glad my Dad got to go because he was supposed to be in Arizona already, but his car was broken so he couldn't leave on schedule. My Mom didn't go because she had to pick Mark(my step-father) up from the hospital, she wanted him home after he collapsed at the house and had like 7 heart attacks and 2 emergency surgeries right after getting out of jail and losing his job! Wow, it sucks to be him.. <.<;; Anyways! Back to the park. We had sanwiches and chips, yum! Then after we left the park, Edgrr drank a little bit of water, but not too much because I think he knew of the long drive back home. ^^ I think it's funny he likes to be in his pop up carrier so much. He jumped in it and wouldn't get out of it the first day I bought it. Only 14 dollars, too. I like it because it space nifty and I can put in anywhere when I'm not using it and it's lighter than Edgrr, so carrying it doesn't kill my arm(s). He won't lay on a bed without a blanket being under him. And he only eats when I or someone else is near him. I don't know why he doesn't eat alone.. He's weird like that. He knows when I bring stuff home for him and he knows it's his. lol He is always the first one to greet me when I get home and he opens door if he can slide it or push it with his head and shoulders. I just wish he wouldn't insist on getting my attention when I'm sitting on the toilet.. >< lol But I pet him anyways. Oh yeah and just to clear something up, I know he doesn't eat when I'm not around because his food will be full and he starts eating after I sit down at the table 2 feet away and eat my food, or I can just sit down and he will start to garf down his food. This when I get up, he stops eating and walks to me then follows me to the bedroom. If I'm sleeping in the bedroom, he wants to sleep in the bedroom. If I sleep in the living room, so does he. lol He tries to sleep on me, but I unintentionally push him off. >< He used to sleep on me when he was smaller, but he's too heavy to sleep right on my neck like he used to. Poor baby... <3 lol I drew on a napkin at work the other day, I wanna post it in the scraps, so as soon as I scan it, it'll be in there. Keep a look out if ya want to. ^^

Well, I think I've made enough of an update, next time I am going to vent about DriveTime calling me at work... THANKS FOR READING!! I love you all! ^^ lol